Wicked Kiss

Chapter 32: Mother’s Love



Mira and I toured the whole area. She's talking too much that it seems like she's the one got missing for over 4 years.

"Wow, Miss. I can't believe the days are moving too fast. Maybe in just a blink of an eye, I'll be dead. We can't really predict the time, you know." She said then flipped her hair. "But of course, that's just a joke." I just shook my head and prevent from laughing. This girl is really something.

Maybe if someone like her didn't came in my life, I would have been forgot how to smile.

"Thanks, Mira." I said out of nowhere, making her frown in shock.

"For what?" She said.

"For everything. "I said, she blushed from that. "Yieee, Miss. You're making me feel so special. Hehehe." Then she pinched my biceps, making me frown. Hmp. "Stop that you woman. " I said with chinky eyes. She just pouted and gave me a peace sign.

***

Someone's POV

"Dale, are you sure about this decision?! " I whispered slowly to my sister because Hunk is sleeping in her arms.

"We have no choice! The mother of this kid didn't even answer one of our calls!" She answered silently too, but I can feel that she's very serious right now.

"But we are not in the right position! What if because of this we may ruin a plan? What if something bad happens? Dale, we can't let Hunk enter the scene yet!" I pushed to my twin that's humming lullabies to Hunk and holding the bottle of milk in his mouth.

When she found out that the baby is asleep. She dropped it to the crib and pulled me out of there.

"Dawn, trust me. Maybe you're right and we have two circumstances to this but we have to let Hunk see his mother. You are very aware that Hunk is a monstrous kid when angry, and another, I'm breaking! I can't see this for long, Hunk is too young to be left!" Dale said.

I scratched my head. "Dale, what if.. what if!" I still pushed. I am almost stomping my feet now.

"Tsk! Stop thinking about that! If we reached there then we won't do anything yet, we will stalk and learn the situation first!" She said.

Tsk! I am not really convinced by this.

"Whatever you want. "I said giving up.

*baby cries*

"Huuwaaaaahhhhhh!!! *huk* waaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!" Hunk let out a very loud cry.

Before we decided to enter the baby room. We look at each other.

"Ready your hairs, siszt." Dale said then gulped.

Damn it. I gulped too. For sure my beauty will get ruined again. "You too, get ready your ass because for sure, that'll be the spot light tonight. "I said, and we opened the door in chorus.

***

--(Back on Erza)

When I get back to Manila, I immediately fixed the things I will be needed in the island. I will be there tomorrow. I wanted to start as soon as possible.

I was only focused about interiors back then but right now; I can do both. I can be the lead engineer if they want. I studied a lot in France since my first years in France is not that active because I am taking care of someone.

I was very afraid the first time when I went to France for unknown reason. Because I feel like it's very wrong that I left Philippines with a heavy heart.

I was so broken and denial. I was broken because of him. I was denial to the thought that I moved on even when I'm really not. I was stressed but when he came. It changed my life.

I learned that there's really something in exchange in every pain. And that's the most satisfying happiness.

I was broken and deadly alive when he dumped me. But HE came and gave me the reason to forget the pain.

He was my motivation to continue. He was the reason of my success. He was the reason for who I am today and he is the reason why I remained consistent and happy for the past years of my life. The happiness that he offered is so different.

His cute smiles, his adorable laughter, his cries.

And the way he calls me 'mommy' makes me smile and forget everything that is haunting me.

Yes, I have a child.

I have a son.

Astrair Grayfaurd gave me a son.

From all of the stupid things I did, I didn't regret that it gave me a son.

He's the reason that I forget the pain his father gave me.

But that doesn't mean that I let myself to love him after we had a baby. I guess, God really loves me, to the fact that he gave me the reason to forget the pain after 9 months.

I smiled.

My child is mine. He's alone mine. And i won't let anyone touch my son but me. Whatever it takes.

***

I was finished at exactly 6. I arrived at the island at 10 pm. That's why the moment I reached there, I just slept.

I admit that I miss my baby so much, and I'm really hoping that he's completely fine.

I will be staying here for 8 months. And that also means that I will miss my baby that long. But I promised myself that this will be the last project I will accept because I will be a full time in Modeling. And of course, I can be hands on with my baby.

The next morning, everyone got busy. And it seems like there's a flashback inside my head from what I was seeing.

This is really the scene in the past. But it's different right now because some of those people 4 years ago is not here. Gadjin, Clara, Sir Gray and Lucy, because she's pregnant.

Why does it seem like everyone here is pregnant?

I only shrugged and after few hours of working, I feel like I wanted to pee.

I but told Mira that I will be gone for a while because I'll pee.

When I'm done, I was already walking out of the restroom because I am really frustrated of finishing this project faster now.

When I was about to close the door, someone grabbed me and pinned me to the wall.

I groaned from the pain of his pressure.

"Damn!" I cursed.

I suddenly got nervous when I realized that a man is hugging me. I can't see his face but his posture is familiar to me.

I immediately got nervous.

"Damn. I was longing for you, Sweetie. '

Those words immediately sync inside my head.

Lacxous G is hugging me.

He smells like dark chocolate. And for me, that's so comfortable.

I closed my eyes and felt his incense on my nose.

I heard him growl and softly chuckled. "You like how my incense cover your nostrils, huh?" he said.

His voice is manly. His voice from the elevator years ago is still the same.

"C-can I see you, Lacxous G?" I almost beg.

He didn't answer me. He's just silent.

"No! N-not yet. I am not ready for this. " he whispered. Making me open my mouth in shock.

Where did I heard this voice again? There's an American accent in it. And I'm sure I already encountered someone like this!

"P-please?" I said begging. I am desperate. I wanted to see him. It's almost four years, and he can't face me?

"Maybe soon, Sweet. But not now." he said.

He hugged me so tight and I let him. I didn't object.

I tap on his pockets slowly. I am desperate to know him already. I made my hands touch him in comforting ways so he won't notice.

When I gripped on something. I slowly pulled it up.

I looked at it from his back since he's hugging me. These are all papers.

"I need to go. I love you. " he said then as the last time it happens. He quickly get out of the room.

He moved so fast that I didn't had any chance of seeing his face. Damn irritating.

I was so close to him! And yet I failed again!

I stomped my feet in anger. And when I looked at the floor, I saw a little card. A calling cards?

I get it and examined.

Agent 46

93888887777752

639******65358

I don't get everything written in there but I'm only sure of one thing.

Why does his calling card have Agent 46 written in it? And.. I guess I've heard already about this agent thing.

Where did I heard that again?

Why is he scared? It's not like I will going to be scared if I see his face. My feelings is really strong that I knew him. From the calling card, it has two numbers and 639 is the Philippine code.

I walked again to the site and slid the calling card in my pocket.

I'll deal with you later, Lacxous G.

***

Even though I am already pushing myself to focus on my work. The idea of Lacxous G keeps on coming back inside my head.

Why is he scared of showing up? Why? I don't get it. Even stalkers have faces and identity. But he's special. It's not like he's ugly or something. But I can feel something's off. Damn. "Erza, can we talk?"

I got shocked from that voice. When I turned, I saw Astrair who looks problematic.

"About what?" I said. And face him nicely.

"About us?" He made that sound like he's asking.

I frowned and rolled my eyes.

"What are we going to talk?" I asked and stood up. I only realized it now that it's almost evening.

"The last time we talked was shit. I want to talk to you sincerely now. Please." he said and stepped forward.

I wanted to step back but I took only few steps when he caught my elbows.

"I guess so but not like in the past."

I saw pain in his eyes. He sighed too. I don't know but I can feel pain as well.

He leans closer till his forehead reached my shoulders.

"Please," he whispered that changed the beating of my heart.

"A-Astrair. "I tried to make it sound strong but it turned out so soft.

He chuckled and pulled me closer. I out my hands on his chest so he can't be close so much.

Oh ghod! Make him stay away from me.

"I missed you." he whispered that doubled the beating of my heart.

This is the first time since I came back that my heart reacted this way.

"I want you back to me." He whispered and plotted a soft kiss on my neck that sent a lot of volt inside me.

This feeling is familiar. These volts are familiar.

I felt this one... when I fell in love the first time.

And I felt it again... with the same person.

I shook my head from the realization.

No way.

***


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