Wicked Kiss

I took a deep breath while facing him. I closed my eyes for a bit before looking at him again and sighed.

I have a word. It's not very easy to forgive someone. As what the priestess said once I was in Paris. "Forgiveness is absolution that you, yourself only can give. It is sometimes hard to give but easy to utter." according to her, it's easy to say that you forgive that person, but actually from the deep core of your heart, you are aching, it is not completely healed.

And whatever it is, I know, it'll be hard for me to forgive Astrair.

"You can't have me at all. 'Cause you didn't have me even before." I whispered to him.

Once again. I saw pain that crossed his eyes. And I can't understand that. I can't.

"P-please, Erza. I am sorry for what I've done cruel before. Don't do this to me." He said.

I can feel my lips in thin line now.

"Where were you when I need you before? Where were you when I was waiting for you patiently before? Where were you when I am already crazily in love with you and I feel like I am going to die without you in my life?" I asked that made him red in frustration.

"I-I... Y-you don't understand." He said as if he wanted to tell me something but he's holding himself.

"Why, Sir? Which part of it that I didn't understand?" I said and crossed my arms.

He gulped and looked at me again.

When he didn't answer me. I think my blood boiled and suddenly I have the urge of slapping him hard.

Why is he like this? I didn't do anything wrong with him! Why is he doing this to me?

I already gave up on him, but why is he pursuing me now? I wish if this is just a dream, he should stop right away. I don't want any more pain.

That one time I got broken is enough lesson and experience to me. Not only to me, but also to my baby.

He's young, and a baby, he grew up, and he never seen a father figure. He doesn't even know that he has a father. In his 2 years and 9 months of existing, he never had a father figure that ever carried him to sleep, to eat and all.

I don't want to hinder that fact to my baby but I have to. Because if Astrair will find out that we have a baby, he might see it a chancel and I won't ever be able to stop myself to him.

I only have 2 things to fear.

First, if he will accept my baby and I might not be able to stop myself from his offers. Second, if he can't accept my child and leave. That'll not hurt me alone, my baby will get hurt too. And I don't think he will still live if he hurt my son, I will fucking kill him.

"See? You can't answer everything for you seems like a joke. That if you find it boring, you will dump it like a trash, right? " I said and turned my back on him.

When I turned my back on him.

I shook my head while leaving that place, and just went straight to where Sir Al assigned me.

It's almost two weeks since the last time I've talked to my son. I missed my baby Hunk. I missed him damn much.

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*Someone's POV*

I can feel how my sister Dawn is having a hard time carrying our Hunk baby. Well, anyone would die carrying this child for more than 20 minutes because of his weight. "Can you still endure?" I asked while holding lots of things on my arms.

"No choice!" She said and pouted. She even fixed the bottle of milk of our baby.

"Baby, are you exited to meet mommy?" I asked excitedly to our little Lucifer.

And to tell you! All of these things were almost his things. Because he will cry like a fucking brat if we will leave a single thing in the house. Plus, the fact that this statue Pikachu is too heavy in the luggage. He's still sipping on his bottle and just looked at me bored. Then like a brat, he looked away.

I parted my lips in shock.

WOW BABY HUNK! Why so Ruthless?! From all of the sacrifices we made just to make you meet your mother and you're doing this to us?!

"Oh, look how shameful this can be. Stop asking the little King, he doesn't like loud mouths." Dawn said who looked so haggard now.

Hmmpp! I rolled my eyes and just grab a taxi. And yes, we are already here in the Philippines and I have nooo idea where we're going to find his mother in this wide populated area.

AS WE REACHED the hotel where we checked in, baby Hunk was running on the whole room the moment he woke up.

Sometimes, he would fall and he will be having a hard time standing again because of his weight. Huhuhu, he looked so cute if you're not going to talk to him. Because for sure, you'll going to be ignored with matching bite on your ass.

Now, I'm ready curious who's the father of this child and why he's too war shock. But if we will ask Scarlet about it, she would say nothing.

Haayy!! Maybe the father is some kind of a mythical creature. But why does Hunk look so handsome? Maybe Hunk got choosy and chose his mother's genes. Hihihi.

I'm so so brilliant... I know right? *flirty wink*

I walked on my twin on the side while looking at Hunk whose hugging Pikachu tight while his bottle was hanging on his mouth. Actually, he really looked so cute that I wish to pinch his cheeks, but for sure if I'll do that he will bite my ass again. I even feel like my ass were full of teeth marks already, I don't think I can still wear bikini in this matter.

Dawn get away from me. Tss, this bish.

"Dawn, what do you think the father of this child looks like. " I asked.

Baby Hunk seems like he's thinking something, then later on he ran on our luggage and put his Pikachu there.

"Some drug addict, the bad boy, killer type." she said.

I think of it too, there's a possibility because of this child's attitude.

"Do you think Erza will love a man like that, because it seems like she's got a pretty high standard? " I said.

She just scratched her head. "Look at the feature of that kid, it looks like the father of that child is handsome. He doesn't get anything from Scarlet, so basically of course from the father!" Dawn said.

She made her words loud. And I guess, he heard us.

He ran unto us and crawled on me till Dawn.

"I hear you call me!!!" he said harshly.

Dawn laughed sarcastically from the situation. "Because you're so cute baby. And aunt Dawn can't get enough calling your name. " Dawn said problematically.

"Liar!!! Huwwwwaaaaahhhhh!!!! Moommmmyy!!! Waaaahh!! " He cried and pulled Dawn's hair.

I carried him up and he's kicking on the air but he calmed immediately.

"Tita, I want mommy!" He said demanding.

I nodded and pushed him to sleep.

Ghod! Having Baby Hunk to babysit is too hard! You have no idea.

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(--Back on Erza)

I dropped my body bored on the bed, I am feeling tired and down today. I wanted to call Dale and Dawn to ask how my baby is doing. But I don't want to do it because my baby might cry and maybe that'll be the reason for me to go home in no time.

I suddenly feel sticky so I went to the bathroom to have a bath. I also remember that I used to love swimming in the falls nearby. Maybe I'll just swim tomorrow before going to work.

I was currently combing my hair when suddenly all lights are off.

I went to the balcony to get the emergency light I put there, then I realized that my room was the only one with lights off.

I immediately got nervous. How is that possible that my room only got blackout!

I was about to went back inside when I felt hands on my waist.

"I'll get you like I've gotten you before."

I know this voice. I know this voice and his familiar touches!

I can't believe this.

I can feel his hands untied the robe that is the only one covering my body. I can't help but widen my eyes in shock. How dare he!?

I turned to him and give him a slap. That sounded so thick.

But it seems like he's not even affected with my slap.

I pulled me in making my robe swerved, and if there's light right now, my front will be very exposed.

When our body touched, I concluded that he's topless. Suddenly fear came across me.

Ghod! Don't tell me.

When he kissed me, there I found out that I'm correct. No no, don't, Neysha.

He separated my legs and pulled me up. After few seconds, he dropped me on the bed.

Thank God that the bed is soft. If not, I should've broken my head.

My heart is thumping hard when he wrecked my tie on the robe and snaked it to my arms and tied me up on the headboard of the bed.

"What the fuck are you doing, Astrair! " I shouted and tried my best to kick him to get away from me.

He's acting as if he didn't hear anything and continue of tying my hands.

It's not that tight to hurt me, but not too lose for me to get free.

I cursed so bad on what he is doing. I can't believe he's so desperate!

"Astrair, I'll tell you. Please, stop this right now. " I said and I can't help but shake.

This is wrong.

When he succeeds on tying me up on the bed. He dropped his body on top of me. My chest is pressed with his chest. We are both naked for fuck's sake!

My breathing became fast as I felt that familiar electricity in my veins. When our body touched, my body lost it. My body lost my senses.

I can feel that he leaned on closer, making his lips touch the tip of my ear.

When his warm breathing touched my skin, it sent shivers down my spine.

"No one can stop me. Not even you." He whispered and made me gasp in such a thing I can't understand. But I guess that was excitement and I was just too scared to admit.

Damn his voice. This voice will always be the reason of my defeat.

I feel like he felt how I acted so weird and awkward that's why he let out a soft laugh in my ear.

"Now, I remembered. You are in love with my voice." He whispered in my ear that made me even lose my sense.

"You're too full of yourself! Now get off me, or else. " I warned him.

Even though I can't see him, I know he's smiling widely right now.

Why does it seem like he's so happy?!

"You're always accusing me a liar, when I'm really not. Remember, May Six, Two thousand and thirteen. Something happened to us in Palawan and you are the one who initiated. You've accused me LIAR for explaining myself that I didn't raped you that you're the one who did. And I end up in the carpeted floor 'cause you kicked---

I didn't let him finish and stopped him from talking. "SHUT UP! " I shouted irritated. I think I'm already so red from embarrassment.

"No, Erza. You need to remember every single thing we shared. You are in love with me yesterday and today. I know you well. " He said, very feeler. As if he's too certain about it.

Damn him! He's too irritating!

I was about to talk when I felt his hands on my thighs, and trying to take off that cloth that is the only one giving us boundaries.

I stiffed and gulped.

I heard him chuckled that pushed me to close my eyes in shame.

I can actually die now. Damn this situation.

He continues moving his hands from my thighs and on my bum.

I wanted to grab his hands and break his bones but I'm all tied up. And I can't even move properly.

I just bite my lower lips, and later on the lamp on my side opened.

I was confused because everything was on lately, but now, only the lamp?

"Much better." Astrair said and started kissing my jaws, ears and cheeks.

My heart is now beating loud. Don't tell me we were going to do that?

He leaned on and kissed me on my lips.

I got stiffened.

It was awhile now since I have been kissed by a man, the last one was Sting.

He entered his tongue in my mouth and played inside.

The air I breath was gone because I got carried by the sensation, he is giving me.

My lips starting to kiss him back my eyes were blinking a lot. Still shock.

I am going to do that again?

When I felt his hands traveled on my chest. The last resort that was preventing me from giving in got lost.

His kisses went down and he wreck that cloth that was covering me. Revealing all of me. My sanity is nowhere to be found. All I can see and certain now is that I'm giving in.

I arch my back when his mouth reached the tip of my mound. I smiled; this is what my baby Hunk loves to play.

Astrair was playing with it as if he doesn't want to let go.

I just shook my head while looking at him.

They're really father and son.

When he devoured my nipples, I already lost all my control and a loud moan escaped from my mouth.

He's sucking the other while playing with the other.

I think I'm going to faint from the pleasure. This is too much.

I don't understand now. Everything that I can feel is pleasure and lots of pleasure.

When his mouth dropped on the lower part of my body. My eyes went white from pleasure.

I can feel his tongue doing its job in a very erotic way. He's holding my twin thigh to separate it wider so that he can do his job there more nicely.

I opened my mouth when he teased me with his tongue and penetrated it in and out.

"A-Astrair. " I moaned.

He went up and removed the tie on my hands.

He placed my arms on his back and guided me to stand.

When we're on it, and he's inside me. I moaned.

He keeps throwing curses while pounding himself too fast that I can even see stars.

"Oohh! Gracious! " an embarrassing moan escaped my mouth.

He dropped me back on the bed and raised my left leg and bang me hard and fast.

I can almost hear that the bed was squeaking from his movements.

He squeezed my breast and I can feel his seeds explode inside me together with mine.

After that, he dropped his sweaty tired body on my sided.

I was also breathing heavily.

I didn't even tried to fix my blanket to cover my body because I was really too tired.

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A/N:

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--Kerrihara Vexania.